This article is to remind myself of the impetus.
Within myself.
After reding these two before and the now here they are, striking me.
I wouldn't say they struck me so hard as they started something anew.
My ten gifts and What is a job?
It is such a failure that I have to feel some kind of paralyse in me. Without knowing what to sense, I felt a drain of my energy. And I have lost something. There was one saying by a historical professor in NTU, 'The spiritual plane of the most surpreme level lies in self discipline.'
After roaming through all the theories and the contexts in the seminar, I should have been able to reach something. Probably not something high, but just something steady. I regarded myself about the impetus in photography, and this time, arts. Probably I haven't found the path ahead, but again at least I know that I do not want to end up like this.
How?
I can only show it to myself and the only one to make it.
I will survive.
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