Hello, here comes the 4th week.
We are heading for the end of October, after the turning back of time.
Oct. 27th, 2014
In the morning, we had a lecture of Jeremy Till, one of the famous British architect, and the vice chanceller of CSM as well.
He gave a many quotes that he used into his books, after that, I was not able to feel it enjoyable, because I think, and just realized I have changed a bit from feeling null with this, I have been in need in those things, no matter if you call it theory, sense of arts, etc, and so on.
Soon later, we started the 1st presentation of our installation of the group A with David. The night on Sunday, we had a pleasant fondue in Pearlie's place and with Federico. The flat was quite cozy and I guess it was the richest veggie food I have ever had. The cheese was so nice with the white wine and bread. :P
Anyways, I was honestly nervous about my installation, because the issues involved was too many that I was not having a clear idea of it, so I decided it to become the start of the story, my story. After the start, my clues of the story will be revealed gradually, which I might have taken for granted that David had seen the installation of our proposal before. Therefore, he told us about the things we needed to go throught after this one. There are still many works to be done, but thanks to Ilayda's suggestion, I kind of knew, although not as clear as I want, I have a direction to go. The rest of the group A did a great job that I had nearly nothing to follow, because I am not used to the ways of thinking like an artist or a philosopher. The most important part for me was the reviews for each other, and before and after, they were really useful and helpful for me.
Then it came the Tuesday, 28th.
I started to feel the improvement in my English skills, maybe it is the power of environment. I am being enlightened. I started to really understand and follow what the lecturer was talking about, although I still don't know his name, lol. The lecture started to get interesting when those things were getting understandable to me. Soon after, we had an intensive lunch, to which I have a respond. If I were asked, I would say, if you want the world a better place, look at yourself and make a change. Nah, I was joking. To be serious, yes indeed, the studios would ask for my skills and practical experiences when I am looking for a job, but, techniques and thoughts have to be honed and sharpened and the same time, only with each other they can make the fullest expression of myself. I think I lack of those senses, or theories to help me with the training of ideas. It's just like the reason why you learn logic, physics, or mathematics. It is needed for the brain to be trained or stirred with those philosophy before we can put everything into reality. I understand it can depend on person as well. There can be some other concerns such as age, experience, or financial pressure, and I cannot say that I have mature skills. I can only tell you this is the belief and understanding I have in myself and about my future. Yes, sometimes decisions need to be made and you need to change, but how drastically this should be? You are the one to giude yourself.
Well, I forgot to mention one thing. My mom, has been to the UK to get a master's degree, when she was 36. So I think this example has cleared some doubts.
I do not know what will become of the seminar tomorrow, but I will look forward to it. :)
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